I seem to have entered a period of reorganisation or revision of self. I feel like anything is possible and that I can be anyone I want to be (well, any version of myself). The future is more exciting and the present a little more under control, in a way, even while it’s still mildly chaotic. I feel like I want to change. And I think subconsciously I have for a while. I’ve found myself even censoring my dreams, which I think can only be good. To have a certain amount of control over your subconscious has to be healthy, right? (I am a control freak after all).
So I don’t have all the answers (in fact I have fairly few of the answers), but I have a direction to go in and that is a start.